AnthonyShock1515
29-01-07, 23:43
OK, my brother is really annoyng me right, he 21 gong on 2 nd he has never had a job in his life, apart from when he worked in a carwash for liek a week but one day refused to go in and lost it. As from then all he does all day is smoked pot in his room, goes out for an hour everyday (he never tells us where he is going) and he mainly justplays on a computer all day.
My mother is clarly stuggling financiall and yet he refuses to doanything, he is increadibly abusive and is shouting and searing all the time, he s always smashing things even when there no food in, its pathetic. My mother has threatened to kick him out but she is too soft to do that and me too (hes 6ft). The only one who does stand up to him is my sister who is 23, she moved out a few years ago andhes just started to take over our lives.
Now a while ago he started being really cheeky to me, he used to scan through my personal work and check my MSN history. When it got enough I removed isaccount from my computer one day before I went o school. After my GCSE busioness class after school, I came home and my mother told me my brother had thrown another radgee and has cut my internet wire. My mother told me everything he said abotu how he said was being spiteful and selfish and tht I recieed everything that was only before my dad died when I would recieve things, I get nothing now.
But then my moter told me somethig that waqsn;t to be discussed and absoloutly chilled me to my soul! Apparently he tod my mother he found in my messages and internet history sites about homosexuality and finding out if you ar a bisexual. My mother then boldy asked me if I was bisexual or gay, and I just sowre blind I wasn't, even though I had already made my decision. My sister and stepdad was in the kitchen listening. I knew my face gave it away but I still denied it. And my mother tunred roud and said something which shocked me again "Its alright if you are, we still love you".
I always imagined coming out would be heated, you know, throwing things etc. But stupidly I still denied.
Anyways, the internet was fixed out of my mothers pocket (£70) and I didnt see or speak to my brother or about 2 weeks, even after then I didnt want to speak to him. I never let him in my room because I know for a fact he tries to guess my pasword( the other day I logged on and there was a guest account switched on, so he managed toguess my password)
But this night I came upstairs from making a saandwich and he was just leaving my room and he crapped himself and turned red. He asked me if theinternet was on and I said yes, then he said some weird popups were coming up. I got in and locked my door, on the screen was the panel stating whether t create a new account and some adware with some casino adware downloading for 888. I'm not sure if he was delibaeratley trying to infect my comuter but I shut down all of the windows andgot on with busness. I went to see my mother later and kicked of and she was saying that I was being selfish and that he shouldn't have to go around my sisters everyday to play on his crappy army games. My mother told me tolet him on but I kicked off and said I donlt want him going in my room and thats that, I told that my dad bought that for me and me oly and its the one place in this world where he or nobody (except my mother:p ) can interfere.
I mean, am I being fair or just being selfish, now Im in no stropp, but I can say hand on heart that I absoloutly despize him.:mad:
My mother is clarly stuggling financiall and yet he refuses to doanything, he is increadibly abusive and is shouting and searing all the time, he s always smashing things even when there no food in, its pathetic. My mother has threatened to kick him out but she is too soft to do that and me too (hes 6ft). The only one who does stand up to him is my sister who is 23, she moved out a few years ago andhes just started to take over our lives.
Now a while ago he started being really cheeky to me, he used to scan through my personal work and check my MSN history. When it got enough I removed isaccount from my computer one day before I went o school. After my GCSE busioness class after school, I came home and my mother told me my brother had thrown another radgee and has cut my internet wire. My mother told me everything he said abotu how he said was being spiteful and selfish and tht I recieed everything that was only before my dad died when I would recieve things, I get nothing now.
But then my moter told me somethig that waqsn;t to be discussed and absoloutly chilled me to my soul! Apparently he tod my mother he found in my messages and internet history sites about homosexuality and finding out if you ar a bisexual. My mother then boldy asked me if I was bisexual or gay, and I just sowre blind I wasn't, even though I had already made my decision. My sister and stepdad was in the kitchen listening. I knew my face gave it away but I still denied it. And my mother tunred roud and said something which shocked me again "Its alright if you are, we still love you".
I always imagined coming out would be heated, you know, throwing things etc. But stupidly I still denied.
Anyways, the internet was fixed out of my mothers pocket (£70) and I didnt see or speak to my brother or about 2 weeks, even after then I didnt want to speak to him. I never let him in my room because I know for a fact he tries to guess my pasword( the other day I logged on and there was a guest account switched on, so he managed toguess my password)
But this night I came upstairs from making a saandwich and he was just leaving my room and he crapped himself and turned red. He asked me if theinternet was on and I said yes, then he said some weird popups were coming up. I got in and locked my door, on the screen was the panel stating whether t create a new account and some adware with some casino adware downloading for 888. I'm not sure if he was delibaeratley trying to infect my comuter but I shut down all of the windows andgot on with busness. I went to see my mother later and kicked of and she was saying that I was being selfish and that he shouldn't have to go around my sisters everyday to play on his crappy army games. My mother told me tolet him on but I kicked off and said I donlt want him going in my room and thats that, I told that my dad bought that for me and me oly and its the one place in this world where he or nobody (except my mother:p ) can interfere.
I mean, am I being fair or just being selfish, now Im in no stropp, but I can say hand on heart that I absoloutly despize him.:mad: