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Old 17-01-20, 18:56   #23821
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I feel better now.

I had severe stomach pain yesterday and nausea, the whole day I spent it on my couch struggling with the pain and nausea. I feel good now bc of medicines but I can't eat anyting except for Jell-o or gatorade for the day. I suppose it's my nerves bc of the situation we are going through in Puerto Rico which still hasn't been resolved and we are still getting awful earthquakes daily and to add to that our corrupt goverment is focusing on parties and celebration instead of focusing on the ones that have lost their homes and need immediate care and attention. Nevertheless I just hope I don't get the symptoms again.
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Old 17-01-20, 19:55   #23822
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omg I'm so SHOCKED right now!

I saw a transphobic post on IG and an Spanish actor liking it. I went to Twitter and told it. Then I received a message from the actor apologizing because it wasn't intentional and then proceeding to block me. Wtf?

The simulation is falling apart.
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Old 18-01-20, 00:35   #23823
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Having a bit of a headache rn. Lately whenever i go to sleep i end up "dreaming too much" (is that even a thing?)
Anyhow, they aren't a nightmare, just dreams that get to the point of giving me un-easy feelings, usually a feeling of anxiety or anger.
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Old 18-01-20, 13:10   #23824
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Having a bit of a headache rn. Lately whenever i go to sleep i end up "dreaming too much" (is that even a thing?)
Anyhow, they aren't a nightmare, just dreams that get to the point of giving me un-easy feelings, usually a feeling of anxiety or anger.
Oh I get that too. Mine are usually very vivid and I end up dreaming the same dream many nights in a row with some minor changes here and there. Right now I'm feeling quite uneasy after having a short sleep paralysis... I blame my bf for playing too much dead by daylight.
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Old 19-01-20, 00:56   #23825
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Having a bit of a headache rn. Lately whenever i go to sleep i end up "dreaming too much" (is that even a thing?)
Anyhow, they aren't a nightmare, just dreams that get to the point of giving me un-easy feelings, usually a feeling of anxiety or anger.
That sounds rough. I hope and pray that will stop, and you’ll instead have peace.
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Old 19-01-20, 02:29   #23826
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Honestly people shouldn't look down on anyone. I know some people may feel like they are jesus or even better than him, but in reality we are all in the same boat, trying to navigate this thing called life the best way we can. People who take time to scoff at others because they aren't living their same life style, with a cushy job and lofty apartment are full of themselves and completely disconnected and detached from the human experience. I know my best friend was dealing with crap from her family who would tell her that her life is worthless and meaningless because she lacked direction. They would harp on her to work a job and that would guarantee happiness. But the truth is the fact that happiness is achieved through the means of whoever is pursuing it. There is no one street towards it and if your life lacks direction then perhaps your in a place where you don't necessarily need direction. For me I live day to day, yeah there are some things I dream about and would like to happen, but the only thing I can really do about it is live for today and hope for tomorrow. Sure we can try and plan our futures and try to follow this guideline that we set for ourselves, but life a lot of time does not go how we tell it to.

My own life lack direction and I'm not employeed right now. But that doesn't make me any less of a person than it makes anyone else. If I wanted to do something big and make a change I probably would have done it by now. But whether or not I make a change or live my life as it is, is my business and mine alone. Whether or not I breath and do things has no effect on other people and they shouldn't put their nose where it doesn't belong.

Especially when they try to pretend like they have all their **** sorted out. I will never forget a few weeks ago when my cousin go drunk and trying to rant about my weight and how I wasn't doing anything with my life. It was rich coming from him considering how he can't live without drinking and is one of the most miserable people on this planet. This despite the fact that he has a full time job, and has hooked up with people from time to time.

A job is not reflective of happiness and while it may or may not help you out of a financial bind, it will not garentee that happiness people claim. Lot's of people lie when they say they are happy and their life is better when working, lots of people put on masks and hide their true misery.

Right now I'm neither happy nor miserable, I'm in limbo right now, I would like to do a few things to maybe boost my mood every now and again, but as long as I'm not really feeling under the weather then just feeling fine is ok.
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Hey New Dwight, stay strong and try to push those thoughts away.

There's this song from Sia, where she sings this:



Here's the full song, in case you want to take a listen:
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I've recurred to it multiple times whenever I had suicidal thoughts, and it worked for me. The message it give me is that you should look for something to keep your faith on and that lifts you up. It doesn't necessarily have to be God (I was raised Christian, but I've become mostly agnostic as I grew up) - it can be family, or friends, or anything else that manages to cheer you up. Anything that brings you joy can carry you to safety.

Stay strong and keep going
sry for missing this.thanks
last night (after some symptoms rapid heart beat and head pounding) i tried slitting my arm with knife, however it did not work. i had on my jacket and the blade just cut through the sleeve i felt it but didin't reach my skin. in that moment i was numb but kinda felt lucky at the same time. i set it down and fell alseep shortly after.
can wish i die sometimes but its always eaiser to live.
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Old 19-01-20, 05:47   #23827
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Oh I get that too. Mine are usually very vivid and I end up dreaming the same dream many nights in a row with some minor changes here and there. Right now I'm feeling quite uneasy after having a short sleep paralysis... I blame my bf for playing too much dead by daylight.
This. Mine are very vivid too, sometimes i'm able to take control of it. It's been a while now, but i have had sleep paralysis in the past, it's a terrible feeling, hope you're doing well.

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That sounds rough. I hope and pray that will stop, and you’ll instead have peace.
Thanks for the very kind words, it's nothing to worry about.
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Old 19-01-20, 10:49   #23828
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Sleep paralysis is the worst feeling ever. Once I was staying in a house alone and abroad after a traumatic day. When I ''woke up'' I couldn't move and I thought a man was behind looking at me and I started sceaming. Like, I could barely move my feet but my throat went full Whitney Houston.

I don't know who that man was but girl come here again and you'll meet my fists and my nails I'm smacking your skull no one wakes me up, not even surreal beings
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Old 22-01-20, 04:26   #23829
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Honestly don't know, tonight marks the 7th yes 7th time I've had to go to the hospital for a close family member. 4 times for mom, 1 time for my grandfather and now twice for my grandmother.

I mean this is insane. Mean while I've been struggling with recovering from bronchitis and am scheduled to see a pulmonologist, a lung specialist if you don't know.

My grandmother has been battling with the same thing and it made her asthma 10 times worse. Tonight we had to call paramedics and rush her to the ER. 7th time I've had to go in the hospital and all of this is draining on me.

I wish 2018 never happened, I don't know what about that year made our lives turn on a dime. It's been all down hill since then. Especially frustrating when doctors don't even know what is going on.

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They were able to stablize her, but she is not in good shape. They said tests show that she has Sars. I have no idea how she got it since we never travel, but I'm hoping she gets better soon.
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Old 24-01-20, 16:43   #23830
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Being bullied at work..
This person is my peer ( as in my equal) not like a supervisor or anything.
She started at me right on the counter infront of all the customers which was mega embarrassing.
Somehow I got pulled up for it by the owners of the business.

This person has been there a long time and acts like a manager.. bossing people around and being really condescending and nasty overall.
Managers won't do anything.. they seem scared of this person for some reason which is pathetic IMO.

Dunno how to solve the situation apart from just to ignore it (which is what I did for like 7 months now) but I'm getting close to snapping..
Anyone else had this?
Need a new job pronto
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