02-01-20, 23:48 | #23771 |
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Good luck
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03-01-20, 01:44 | #23772 |
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05-01-20, 22:02 | #23773 |
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Day five of no smoking. It's going well, aside from a phlegmy cough!
I've been thinking about cutting out alcohol, too - for the sake of it, 2020 vision and all - but I don't know if I'd want to do that, like, full stop... We'll see. I mostly want to impose a limit on myself, so that I don't end up blacking the **** out every time. It's not even that I'm a frequent drinker. I used to be, and back then it was a problem - but still I can count on one hand only, the times I haven't blacked out while drinking, in the past three years... Needless to say, it's taking a toll on my mental health, and especially lately it's made my anxiety really bad. I've always been the sort of person who enjoys longing, so maybe I can use that to my advantage - promising myself to only have two or three drinks, just enough to take the edge off, while living vicariously through my friends (who can partake responsibly, lucky them ). Last edited by tomblover; 05-01-20 at 22:09. |
06-01-20, 15:43 | #23774 |
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I'm feeling kind of puzzled, I guess?
Since I was 3 years old I've been skinny, and when I say skinny is real skinny. I'm like 1'84metres or so and when I started uni at 18 years old I was 64kg, but after being sick I went to 59 a year later. Haven't checked my weight since then. Now I'm still skinny, but fatter. I have a big stomach and hips in comparison to the rest of my body and you can totally see my spare tyres when I sit down through my shirt. The problem is that before I gained weight everyone was like 'omg are you even eating? Stay a weekend at my house and I'll make a man out of you! You are too skinny' and whatnot, you know. Now I have everyone alarmed because I got fat. I'm literally hiding food in my room, I bought some baklavas which are deliciously going down my guts right now. So sweet... My mum wants to make me drink some weird fruitshake and is planning to ban mayo. Not gonna work, I'll tell you that, I rather starve than not having mayo. Thank God I could avoid her nasty hummus and eggplant burguers. Can you believe there is an avocado hummus? What a disgusting way to destroy good food Like, it's not the end of the world, I'm still skinnier than y'all that complain, sip that tea if you want. I'm thin=bad, I'm fat=bad, do I have to be masc4masc in order to have some peace in this world???????????? Tomorrow I'm going to the gym again for the first time in years (my intention is to relieve stress, just that). I used to go jogging until some drunk perv chased me with his car and I freaked out. Now I'm feeling nervous because I'll go alone. I don't want to lose weigth again, I'm seeing myself more gorgeous than ever, it's gonna be sad to look at all my body going away. I know if I follow a strict diet with daily excercise I can transform all the fat in muscles or something and avoid being ultra skinny again, but I'm not the person who likes to be controlled by schedules so I'll pass on that. Time to be a skinny legend again, ladies. Twink fantasy all the way Last edited by SnatchingEdges; 06-01-20 at 15:45. |
06-01-20, 23:30 | #23775 |
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i thought that this was the reboot lara has no impact thread and got really ****ing confused by you talking about your thinness
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07-01-20, 05:43 | #23776 |
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Your post. ????????? This was under General Chat..... How are you feeling (and why). Seems to meet the criteria to me.
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07-01-20, 07:05 | #23777 |
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07-01-20, 07:29 | #23778 |
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Omg after reading the pierrson user comment I thought I posted my drama in the reboot thread and I got a bit emabarrased lol.
Maybe it's because both end in "why"? |
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2. thats probably why (ha ha ha i'm funny) i got confused. sorry i worried you babe |
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07-01-20, 10:03 | #23780 |
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I'm feeling tired all the time. Tired as in physically tired. I'm just having trouble keeping myself awake. I don't get why because I get plenty of sleep and I drink coffee twice a day
Maybe it's because I don't get enough sunlight or something. |
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